(via officialwhitegirls)
- 7 years ago
- 24
"
I am not a Christian.
My faith in God died
the first time I did.
But recently I’ve realized that
someone who’s body has taken
all that mine has can’t
believe in nothing. And that
what I believe in is…
The melody that the wind
Sings when it dances through
The trees. I believe in
The harmony of wild flowers,
begging to help you, suit
Your needs, I believe in
The symmetry of Gems, and
crystals, the beautiful glow of
the Moon. I believe in…
Their bright glimmer and shine-
Poignant and reassuring, and kind.
I know that heaven exists.
Just…not how you think
It does. I believe heaven
Is found in those rare
Occasions you feel nothing but
Complete peace, and absolute bliss.
When you’re practicing and studying,
When you’re meditating and reading,
When you’re hiking all alone,
When art touches your soul,
When you sneak out at
Night to talk to the
Moon, and flowers, and trees.
- Lei, 3-31-16 (via asteriskphases)
- 7 years ago
- 91
"
i wonder if the moon has
ever been betrayed by her beloved
stars. i wonder if she has
ever dread showing up at night
because being in the
same place as the stars hurts
so much she’s forgotten
that she’s the queen of the night
sky. i wonder how she
forgives, i wonder how she
forgets.
i want to know.
because it’s 2am and i keep
hearing their voices
in the back of my mind and
i can still remember the things
they said like it was just
yesterday.
so i want to know how the
moon does it.
i want to know what to do
when the people you’ve made
your stars betrayed you.
- Irally Cariaso, I Hurt Just The Same (via ivc-spilledink)
- 7 years ago
- 23
"You are more than just a metaphor of the sky, stars and night. You are the darkness itself. You fill this world with pain and sadness but also with hope that one day the sun will rise and things will be better."
- 7 years ago
- 1
"I’m just so tired of looking like the bad guy in everyone’s story. It’s exhausting and it’s shitty. It sucks when you finally quit letting people walk all over you so they make you out to be the asshole."
- same old shit
- 8 years ago
- 638
It really was, I’m not going to lie. It wasn’t because I missed him, because who he is now isn’t who he used to be. It was hard letting go because I had this person who had become the main priority in my life; a person who lit the fires in the darkest parts of me, and then they left me and the fires burned out and left a gaping hole in my heart, and that’s why it hurts to let it go. It happens in stages really, I had found myself one day laughing at how pathetic I was for ever loving him, but the next day I was on the floor begging God to bring him back to me. I think if anyone has ever experienced heartbreak you know how hard it is to do things without that person. It’s entirely way too hard to move on, and it’s also hard to accept; it’s hard to grasp the fact that the person you had grown to love so deeply is now a stranger to you. You don’t talk to them anymore, but you hear about them and your stomach clenches and I can promise you it won’t feel too great. I’m sorry to tell you this but you’ll always have a spot for them in your heart, the hole they made can be filled by them, and only them. I truthfully don’t think I’ll ever entirely let go of him, either.
- 8 years ago
- 2206
"It’s alright, it’s gonna be hard but trust me when I say that you’ll be fine. It’s okay to think about them, it’s normal to be stuck on them so don’t be so frustrated when the first few months feel like a typhoon of emotions between what you want and what you need. That’s how it is, but just because it’s okay doesn’t mean you can choose to stay in that position. It’s only going to hurt you in the end so when I say that you’ve got to try and move on, please don’t hang your head and say that you can’t because you can, you just don’t want to. You don’t want to because you’re stuck on the idea that there could have been something more, that you haven’t heard the end of it, but sometimes there’s a limit to how much longer you can drag a situation out. In this case, the longer you try to hold on, the more it’s gonna hurt you. Glooming over negative situations can take so much out of you, trust me, I know. I know you’re afraid. Afraid of what comes after this, afraid for whether you’ll find someone else who you can love just as much as you loved them but you know something? You don’t love the same way twice. That’s as reassuring as it gets. They aren’t the last one, there’s so much more different types of love to come. 7 billion people in this world, don’t you dare tell me you’ll never love again. You can’t stay bitter about this forever. In the end you’ll realize that the only person holding you back is yourself."
- to a friend, and to anybody struggling with moving on, you’re going to be okay. (via whereparadiseis)
